In cpr class today, my professor told us how much cpr is a vidal skill in life; and how if only people knew earlier how too they most likely could have saved a lost loved one. And it just made my heart squeeze because the truth behind his words; stung.The thought of saving my mother when she wasn’t breathing and had a pulse but had to wait for paramedics to come,what if in that very moment I could have saved her life. maybe just maybe she”ll be with me.
I guess the thought of being sociable to make friends, for me at least, Is exhausting; physically. And through out all the past truth laid out for old friends, I just feel like its not worth the effort. I either bail on or never talk to them to build potential friendship. I’m just sick of being tired.